A desperate quest for answers

[justme]

Hello.
I was hoping to be able to talk with someone who has "been there - done that" as I have already exhausted my patience for those that have just an opinion or a loyalty.
I hope to find out what combatives... unarmed fighting, unarmed against weapon (edged)as well as weapon (meelee?) fighting training that special forces receive.
I am NOT talking about hollywood, I am not talking about "dojo" fighting nor am I talking about tradtional (uselessly "form" adhering) fighting.
I AM talking about what would keep a person alive and (wonder of wonders) conquering...in a - "on the street", multiple opponents, "while I am sick or wounded", I am bare handed and they have knives or bottles or pipes or any kind of "I am disadvantaged" situation.
I AM talking about against larger, stronger or faster opponents and well rounded on the ground or on the feet and inbetween situations. I AM talking also about over within seconds to a minute.... no jockeying around for an arm- bar while he is severing your achilles tendon with his knife in the other hand.
I also AM talking about pressure points that work and joint manipulation as well as target focus. I am also referring to ranged fighting...puch and kick related as well as "how do I fight this guy ...he is in WAY to close to strike with hand or foot"... I guess that would be elbows and knees etc. Not to mention submissions/incopacotations (ground and standing).
If a kind - special forces - soul can be in touch with recomendations b/c of something that has kept him alive... I would be forever grateful. Feel free to contact me via email. love2worshiphim@hotmail.com
Thanks.
Justme