So I created project, my little baby, the Security Alchemist.
I understand it could sound like I am crazy, insane, and fake. To some point, it is a logical. I have had moments when I don't trust it and then I pay price of it. So I understand. But I learned I don t get any reading for nothing.
I do not want to overwhelm any being with such stuff, it is not my will so no pressure. But as well, I am not asking anyone of you for any validation of myself or what I have being going through and especially of such skills.
I am far from asking for blind trust or following. I am not a collecter of blind followers. I am a damn bad follower by myself too. I have to go lonely so I have to know higher rules on how to try to stay alive and do something good even if I am still a total beginner. But it doesn't matter. If ended up in such situations I have got instruments to deal with them. Even I could not know it/them yet. I can t ask for easy life.
I wish that everyone who is interested in such stuff or just wants to listen to weird stories, but not fake ones could come, relax and listen.
I am not gonna present my project on social sites as FB, Instagram and similar. So I need to address some circles directly.
Why I put it here? Well, I have met people with dark stuff inside and as well skilled ones.
Maybe among you guys is someone who has experienced similar perception. Maybe not willing to share and open. It is okay.
But what I wish that everyone could understand there is way how to develop specific skills.
The project is not a closed system, is open and ready to interact.*I know other souls could bring something damn valuable in too. And thatīs my point.
Let me add this: you are gonna see on website wild cats. In some time of my life when I was dislocated on some place through a winter for some reasons. I got into hard stuff. Although I was already serisously sick I stopped being able to swallow normal firm foods. Plus I could eat only two ingredients for like 5 months. I couldn t make a heat, I started to have frosen bites. Covid, plus another serious diseases, etc. I was threaten to be raped by some man by voice messages, calls that he will come in night and will attack me. He masturbated withing that and telling what he will do. How he will wear my underwear etc. In that time I got hard stuff thanks to my close connection with a human from specific position. In that time I prayed to die to takearest. Well that night something happened, two things and second one was a panther came to my dream and weared my body that looks like a death or without any power and movement on his back.
I had experience with cats before I mean real ones but this was different. They went for me into hell. Not once. And I found my animal pack like they said she is ours. Then I created connection with real leopard etc. When we were healing inside of suffering. Well, maybe you can t imagine how this was saving to me. And it is.
As you go home to reach you love ones I can t wait a moment to be enough health to be with among my brother and sisters and my animal family, cats. At home. Surrounded by these crazy creatures.
Maybe I am not blessing as others in some stuff but definitively I got something too but it is very hard to share it because it is very hard to understand.
Cats goes for me so I created all for them too. For their honor. It is a reason why they are everywhere on that website. Cause They are me. And their protect the project inside.
Well, here it is.
https://www.securityalchemist.com/
or
https://open.spotify.com/show/1T6QtBBJBkyMq8YerzXbVx
I reedited this text to try reach better understanding. I do not know if that would be helpfull but I tried.
Thank you guys for reading.
I wish all the best to all of you on your journeys.
Red Fox