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Join Date: Nov 2024
Location: Europe
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Part two
Years after , other experiences behind, and then I got in a tram, in day time. I sit down. And looked around. In seconds I saw sitting man. And I smell pathologic sexual problem. He looked like as normal but it means nothing to me. I knew he is getting high somehow, and I need to be very carefull. I wanted to read but it meant I need to see his eyes in this case to got inside I was carefull. Well, when I looked for second time, I was catched. I said to myself I am f—k up. In short moment he stood up, came and sit in front of me. I had earphones But I switched music off. He put his mouth on cm far from my ear to whisper me something. I didn t react, I was as air…...it was my structure. He tried again then he stood up and turned and I saw his nacked ass I do not know how that happened, within that time I calculated….close to final stop...very good, ironically. Well, he turtned to me again and whisper by almost touching my ear by his lips go with me………………..I was still air.
But after that situation I went back into my head to situation with man around swimming pool. And I answered myself on question why all time me? How I should handle it again again again….Well, I said to myself. Okay it is better if that happened to me than another girl. I will wear it. But it wasn t all thing…
later after when I got plenty of other experience. It was actually recently, some months ago I got off the train going around park to reach home and I saw young girls around 10, maybe little more how they are playing in park and then I noticed a man, older who is sitting there, and who was very focused on these young ladies. I said damn But I saw them gradually leaving park and he didn t follow them. So I preffered went around park. It was getting dark. When I didn t go inside of park it was like Every power in universe said me : go there.
I said no, I want to go home, they are safe. Still pressure go there. I percieved something like inner voice said we need you be between the girls and the man.I didn t want to follow and it was like some power almost cried and pleased me to go there. It was horrible for my soul. I understood so hard the power wants me to protect others a lot. I stayed between that man and girls who were gradually leaving and then I tracked man, understanding where he is living and trying to read him and giving him message stop. Not saying anything. Give him message by whole me I am behind your back and I will not let you do it any kind of s---t if that is in your head.
Actually is never nice to see dark stuff inside of human. As when I got in metro I had a dress with leg warmes, it was winter time. I got noticed when I got in how a man got focused immediately on space between my knee and bottom line of my dress where tights was. But it was not about me, or ladies generally. He was different, into fettish but not only that. I detected that immediatelly. I sit down and I observed him how he is sitting close to young child around 7 years old who was there with his mother. He wanted so hard attention of this boy, but boy was looked down. The man looked like big child but I know he is oriented in specific way and the child is not safe. The mother totally didn t catch it. She was pleased by attention but she didn t understand that man wanted to have love in his way with child..
I got it..
I looked at deeply inside of that man. He instictively turned to me and I was saying him in my head stop it, stop. He looked to my eyes and it was damn strange impression which I can t desribe. Well, I would say He knew it and he didn t such stuff for first time but there was still something in his eyes what I can t desribe it yet. I do not know.
There is a thing, If I catch what people are inside, I am not getting safe because they start to percieve I get know.
Many pathological people have specically sensual, sensitive perception in my perspective what let them even more enjoy total dark stuff what they want to do.
I am very highly motivated to decode a human in seconds because I just know what is on a table, the life and the light. For me, protection and security have become high values since I have been a child.
Back to skilled guys No matter how I tried to escape from area of security even far from that guys, it always brought me back there. Always by anykind of way. I couldnīt escape.
By decades I started decoding on the streets persons with pathologies as I mentioned before like sexual deviation, dealer of drugs in suit, sadist etc. The same works for decoding people from specific fields as police (out of uniform), secret service, and others, or better to say guys with specific backgrounds/training/patttern/operational frequency no matter of their units, missions etc. Even just within walking or just through a normal photo. Verification of my perception is a vital part of the whole process. It is necessary. And it is important in self-reflection mode.
Well, how that looks like? Well, it is long story with many experience in but at least a bit what I am gonna mention. I saw random photo, just one, of man on dating site and I said for myself this guy could work for secret service and I even named it which one. He addressed me by himself. And we meet up. He exactly worked for that secret service, we both knew a man who knows me for years personally at that time. I started to detected such stuff again again again in different cases in different ways, photo, streets. I just saw it.
Well, once time I faced a man in park when I was calling to someone after stretching a body. He just passed me,but I knew Im in direct danger. I said to person who I called with that here is some asshole and I need to fix it. After passing me he stopped and sit on the closest bench looking around. I know it is time to slowly pick up my stuff and dissapper. But Naturally, like my time to stretch body and being in park is off, no worries about man who is sitting 20 metres from me. But inside of me I calculated. I measured him, his face, I read suspected nation, specific character of face and marks in. I was leaving slowly and I was waitting in my head what gonna happend. when I was far going in different direction 30 metres far I said to myself, it was false alarm? In that moment he stood up, looked around and I said damn. My senses, my treasure. He chose track which would connect us in some distance. I said to him inside of myself I will not be your prey. I read in his face, he is very calm with hiden aggresivity, effective and focused to get what he wants, zero regrets.
I got hiden...and I observed this predator...he got stopped on spot when my track was leaded to connect with his one. He was still looking around. I know he is looking for me. After minute or something he totally changed himself, from like relaxed to be very fast agressive and different. I paid attention to all his body, to his code of walking. In that time I started to track predator back. From being potential prey I have became a hunter but it could be easily changed. Well, I had to speed up and it s not save practise I had to stop to follow him cause I know It is too much risky to be not recognized. He was very fast. I percieve when I let him go how empty, ready and calm I am. So different mode of operating. In that moment nature gave me a message. Develop offensive skills.
I started to train my senses being in capital in the centre where are people from the whole world were passing with different intetions, positions, etc and I got plenty of stories.
Thanks to the point I have met another skilled guys or guys around specific positions I went around risky stuff I learnt something new. One person was working on specific place of hard state. I have faced evil and to some point I risked my life for man….I have met another person THE TOP I had to detect trap, betraying, pretending own death and other stuff . I had to percieve how is it if guys who got in touch with me are protected by another guys who are going to smell around me, not just by phone etc physically. But it was nothing against another things. I got into vulnerable position. I had to experienced one another thing these concrete ones will not protect me so high as I would protect or protected them. Hard message but important.
My acces to extraordinary perception started to go in new ways. Thanks the guys who operated in specific regimes etc I faced a bit another scale of skills. I recognized them by encountering but before I do not know that it is possilbe. No clue about.
Detection and decoding is my world, my land in which I am like fish in a water. Totally natural.
No matter of anything I know What matters is character, quality of heart, whole core and self – determination and self-reflection. The thing I have met procteted guys and I saw myself How I am not it was funny and sad from my perspective.
When I have got serious health issues it took me to the point when I understood If i Can t save people by myself cause I have a lot own issues to deal with, and it is not just in my power to protect everyone, then I wish others would become better understanding in self-protection in wide range of it.
I would prefer staying in the shadows, not talking about such stuff. Plus I do not want to mark myself as a bigger target in any kind of way. But if that is on my journey I need to work with that too. It is how is it.
I want to bring something to the table that I got borrowed as a gift from nature. I have found it as absolute treasure.
Because a lot bad guys are working how they can get better in their harmful activities in a smooth way, I must put on the table the stuff which I have been going through for decades and which could evoke some spark in others to see things from different perspectives.
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Good protection is a never-ending story of good self-reflection.
Last edited by Crazy red fox; 12-02-2024 at 17:27.
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